Consideration about contemporary psychology 2003.6.X First appearance

Really,it was fear…I felt like that the spine became cold.

I wonder if human knowledge came until here….

When I was still naive,I felt the same fear also when I had read novel of Dostoevsky in the first time.

Speaking of Dostoevsky,
Although there are many people who imagine a difficult book that personage will read,I also truly think that it would be good if that was the right case.
But it is not so.
The first thing I thought when I had read a series of novels by Dostoevsky is that "hey hey hey,is it okay to sell such a goods? ".
It is as if a criminal handbook.
I thought that If people who are planning bad things has read Dostoevsky,It will becomes very terrible situation.
In short,In other words,Because if know that what is human beings until the limit,We'll become can manipulate human beings.
I became fearful due to felt it also in contemporary psychology.

Contemporary psychology is unraveling the mystery of perception one after another.
"How if do to make human become delighted" "How if do to make the human being angry" "How if do to make human become sadness" "How if do to make human become fun" In short,The mystery of emotions.
Six perception in Buddhism's theory of perception = eye,ear,nose,tongue,body,consciousness….
The mystery of "How If stimulate those part,what will happen to humans".
Contemporary psychology is revealing them more and more.
Speaking of what is scary of that things,
As same what I felt when I had read Dostoevsky's novel,Because if we use those knowledge,we will be possible to manipulate humans.

It is already starting to be used,Until a little while ago,
Even on citizen level, There were the SF Commercial Law or the Afflatus Commercial law,And,There were mind control etc. by Emerging religion or self-development seminar.
In recently,Also in the military,
When they want to obtain information from prisoners of war,
It seems to add torture effectively using techniques of contemporary psychology rather than immoderately condemn them as it used to be.
Terrible.

I have received consultation that I'm in trouble because of mother can not stop pachinko even lost 10 million yen by pachinko.
Modern pachinko parlor also has created pachinko addiction patients by releasing drugs into the customer's brain,using almost artistic psychology techniques by color and sound or chair spacing etc..
Probably,The acquaintance's mother still has go to the pachinko parlor.
Even if I hand over Dostoevsky's "The gambler" to person on such state,She will never read it.
But surely the pachinko machine developers should have read it.
Terrible horrible….

Although I have experience that talked with 50's person who are familiar with psychology, It seems that all the Japanese were naive before the 1970's due to Knowledge of psychology itself has not came into Japan.

But in modern times,Both scholars and businessmen,Both religious groups and gigolos,Everybody with the initiative has the knowledge of psychology.

From now on. Everyone may be necessary to hold introduction of psychology for not be deceived also for protect the loved one.

A wicked person despises knowledge,
A simple person admires knowledge,
Just wise person uses knowledge.
In short,knowledge itself will not teach own usage.
                                            Philosopher Francis Bacon



-Consideration about contemporary psychology (Completed) -




The gambler (Shincho Bunko)
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Quit the Gregorian almanac. First released in 2003.6.X

Dog year.

I began to hear often the word called "dog year" since about 2000.
Whether just one year of dog corresponds to seven years of human beings or Seven years of human beings correspond to one year of dogs….
I think that it is an analogy that changes in the times are so fast.
Really,For about the last 5 years,Every events is changing at a tremendous speed,
I think like that human sense of time also had changed in developed countries.

Anyway,the speed of every events is fast.
When I noticed it,The Pager（so-called Pocket-bell in Japanese）had disappeared.
When I noticed it,The store that can buy anything which is the watch and the bucket or the manga by 100 yen had opened.　
When I noticed it,Gold and pink hair people had increased.
When I noticed it,People who are sleeping in the park by laying cardboard had increased.

When I noticed it,The traditional battle had changed from professional baseball Giants-Hanshin fight to both Japan and South Korea national team soccer match.
When I noticed it,Lifetime employment had finished.
When I noticed it,The emergency legislation had passed the Parliament.
When I noticed it,War in Afghanistan and The war in Iraq too had ended.

In the IT industry,It's a story that Moore's Law that the density of semiconductor doubles in 18 months is still ongoing,
According to story of acquaintance who is in the canned juice industry,Although New products of soft drink has started on sale 1000 kinds every year,It seems that what is being continuously on sale at one year later is only 1 percent.

When I noticed it,Optical fiber service had began…When I noticed it,When I noticed it,Every events is changing with tremendous speed,I feel like that it is already exceeding human limit.
I thought that there is only way of quit the Gregorian almanac anymore in order to not get crazy in this world where this speed and chaos dominate.

In the present day which has been whispered that The dog year is also over and this time it's The rat year etc.,
If I'm living leisurely like "12 months is 1 year etc" on the Gregorian almanac time axis, I'll be left out from the era….

Because the dog year that one year is seven years,
Actually,I have to make the 12 months of the Gregorian almanac to the 7 years by multiplied by 7.
If I not grasp like such,I can not keep up to the times.
And, I will make a new calendar for the dog year.
In the new calendar,
1 day of the Gregorian almanac is 7 days,
The seven days of the Gregorian almanac is 49 days,
One month of the Gregorian almanac is 7 months,
Two months of Gregorian almanac is 14 months,
6 months of the Gregorian almanac is 42 months,
12 months of the Gregorian almanac is 84 months,
84 ÷ 12 = 7. the answer.
Just,1 year of the Gregorian almanac was converted for the dog year.
This calendar is quite suitable for my life feeling.
I feel the change of seven days of the past day-to-day in one day,
When 7 days has passed,I feel a change of about 49 days in the past day-to-day.
When one month has passed,I feel the change of seven months of the past day-to-day, Then,When a year has passed,I have realized the change of seven years in the past day-to-day.
If I release the calendar for this dog year,Although I think that it can sell quite well,How about.
Because there is already prototype,Please contact me,Interested people in the calendar industry.
I am currently developing also a calendar for rat year.

Aside from that.
The Gregorian almanac (solar calendar) which is adopted in developed countries currently is what is determined as a result of elaborate measurement and observation relations between the self-rotation and revolution of the earth and the Sun position.
Cosmos-space that extends infinitely.
Human beings live in on the blue earth which is one of the solar system planets devised a time idea from a part of the symphony of the Universe.
Time is very romantic.
Yes, rulers of time are not by school teachers or a manager or branch manager,It is the operation of the sun and the planet.
Such romantic the way of saying  also is able to establish.And,Its way is more accurate.
If something big strange happens in the solar system, All about the Gregorian almanac and the dog year and the rat year that mankind devised will be changed.

Incidentally,It seems that  the Gregorian almanac (solar calendar) was adopted in Japan from January 1st, 6th Meiji era（1873 in AD）.
Before that,It seems that it was the lunar calendar based on the phases of the moon.
Although there are common opinions that female menses physiology influenced by the operation of the moon or there are many traffic accidents in the full moon night, I feel that the moon is lunatic rather than romantic.
And,It seems that the old Japanese gave a very poetic name by month.
Such as Minatuki, Kannazuki, Shiwasu .......

In any case,Humans being became possible to celebrate birthday or raise incense at the dead day by devise the idea of ​​time from the symphony of the solar system which is one of some of the broad universe.
In addition,It is thanks to the idea of ​​time that we became possible to indulge in sentiment due to looking at the old album or also dream of the future.
Time is the product of a miracle that was created by chance depending on the operation of the solar system planet and the earth and the intelligence and imagination of human beings who living there.Is not it?

The time has became a mere sequence of numbers,It had became also not thing like having a thought about a season or planet's operation, As a result, A modern person who is swayed around by the time of a dog or the rat.
I feel that be able to understand also that contemporary people contrary to the symphony of the Universe are trend to sick the mental easily.

Quit the Gregorian almanac anymore.

If structural reform advances,Italian will increase in Japan !? First released in 2003.6.X

So,Although I think that both "Person die for something" and "Person lives for something" are the same thing,What about.

Even if person is living a healthy life that like stopping smoking and drinking as well and doesn’t miss everyday jogging,Person is sometimes caught in emptiness because of some reason.

"What will die for" or "What be able to die for",
It prove also  "What is the most valuable value for that person in his life".
There is no one who dies for health.
It is broken down even in Japanese.
Health seems to be just only a means.

In the past,There was persons who die for Japan.
Until in a while ago,There was persons who die for the company.
I think like that it is a proof of that there were an era when people were living for Japan or when people were living for the company.
Then,I wonder if what does modern person die for.
In other words,I wonder if what is modern man living for.
I feel like that we became not able to understand it and we became not able to grasp it.

Currently,It is said that 30,000 people are doing suicide in a year.
Although certainly people are often dead,It seems that It is not for Japan or for the company or for family.
Merely,people who get stuck due to factor of psychically or economically are mostly.
I feel like that as a result, they are choosing suicide.　
It really is a painful death way, And this may be is that he is not floated even if he dies. I think so.

”Although Emperor system before the war and corporate society after the war had given the value of life and the social norms to the Japanese,Currently,It was gone.
As a result,Japanese society is in anomie state.”
Although some friend said it. It seems that there is also it.
(Anomie…French.When social norm which was regulating relationship between individuals and groups is relaxed or collapsed,Chaotic state occur. That state. by Sanseido Daijilin)

Although It seems that "looking for true myself" was popular among young people until a little while ago, Surely,I think that everyone was looking for what I will die for in other than rule of the Emperor system or corporate society.

So,There is a common opinion that the best stylish way of death of Italian man is to die for women.
Although because I have never been to Italy,I don't know thing of the truth,
If according to my hypothesis that what I will die for is what to live for,Italian man is living for a woman ! It means that.
Ooh, Italian man…….

Well, I wonder if  what I can die for currently.
What about everyone reading this essay.
I feel like that I am not a generation that be able to die for Japan anymore,
And I feel like that I am not able to die also for the company anymore because of I had experience that the workplace disappears suddenly several times.
But,What If it is for the woman who fell in love…I thought that I might be able to die.
When I noticed…I had already become an Italian man.
Mamma Mia,Menomel, Menomare.

Being able to die for the nation, Being able to die for the company, Being able to die for woman….
Being able to die for something is surely attractive as a man as human. Equally.
Therefore,People of the previous generation who was able to die for the nation or company are not able to criticize stylish me who became an Italian who be able to die for woman. Is not it ? by saying Nanpa or Kessika-Ran.

It seems that Japanese society already not be able to set Ikigai for young people.
And,If Japanese society try to set up it forcibly,Surely fascism would be born.
There are already its signs.

Due to Structural reform advance,If lifetime employment workers decreases rapidly,
People who "don't know what to live for" or "don't know what to die for" would be going to spread in not only for young people but also for middle-aged and the elderly people.
There may be only way of becoming Italian man for avoid fascism anymore.

If structural reform advances,Italian will increase in Japan.
Ahh, Mamma Mia, Menomel, Menomare.

Marilyn Manson VS Nietzsche 2nd round First released in 2003.6.X

That's why I discovered that Marilyn Manson was reading Nietzsche.
Although it may be common sense among fans.

A representative work of Nietzsche ”Also sprach Zarathustra”  is a masterpiece,I also had read.

Nietzsche who cried out "God is dead" in the same way as Marilyn Manson at the Christian world.

However, When we read carefully Nietzsche's masterpiece "Also sprach Zarathustra",
We can understand that Nietzsche is criticizing the way of the church or the way of society or the way of civilization at after Jesus rather than he is not criticizing Jesus Christ himself.

Although Christian civilization had contributed to the world due to created modern science or classical music etc, It seems that It will inevitably form a hypocritical culture by concepts such as love for neighbors or salvation on heaven.

It would put utmost value to the kingdom of heaven by deny human natural desire which is libido, greedy, monetary covetousness.
That itself is the original form of religion that gives peacefulness to people who are injured on the ground like I wrote at essay of  "♂ ♀ raw · sex · sacred".
Therefore,It is unavoidable.
But,Like the current US government,
"If inhumane thing have been do ​​in other countries from the viewpoint of Christian values,We must go out and release them and educate them."
It tends to build civilization culture that has sense of justice like kids.Or like pilgrim.
As a result,People all over the world are in trouble.
However,They will not stop it.

Nietzsche with sensitive sensibility felt hypocrisy that such Christian culture has,he shouted become a superman while denying heaven and affirming the pleasure of the ground, in the "Also sprach Zarathustra".
I think like that.

Nietzsche himself ultimately submitted concepts of an Eternal return that exceeded every good and evil and time and space and also beyond the religion of Christianity,
He got crazy and died with struck out on the bed during over ten years.
It is tremendous.

I am a dynamite -.
Nietzsche was talking so during lifetime.
Although people of the same era almost were not able to understand,Certainly Nietzsche was a dynamite.
Europe escaped from blindly domination of Christianity after that.
Then,The Europe greeted the rapid modernization and entering the century of war and gave birth a Nazis.
Although Indiscriminate bombing to the general public was conducted for the first time in human history in the town named Guernica famous for Picasso's picture, I feel Nietzsche's shadow there as well.
It is frequently said that there is no " if " in the history, However If Nietzsche not existed,It may not had be dropped atomic bomb on Hiroshima and Nagasaki.

I feel like the same composition that was blamed that cause of a murder incident that occurred in an American school is Marilyn Manson's album.
I guess Marilyn Manson is also a dynamite in a modern America.
When we are shown the most disgusting part of ourselves having, Society blames it.
Because It is also ourselves desire which are closing the lid usually.

But,as with Nietzsche,It is the poison of the civilization having that blown out inevitably,Even if we blame Marilyn Manson itself,I feel like that it is unavoidable.
After Sakakibara incident,Just like juvenile crime had occurred frequently in Japan as a whole.
Although I'll become in trouble if I was misunderstood,It does not mean that the boy who caused the Sakakibara incident is not bad.
He was should submit its poison in the form of art.

Aside from that,
Common messages that both Marilyn Manson and Nietzsche has,
"Just because you got hurt,just you should not are praying while thinking only helping in heaven! "
"Even if you drawn whatever poverty lottery in this world,become happy forcibly ! "
"Live on the ground! "
"Affirm the earthly pleasure! "
"Become a superhuman! "
I think as described above.
But,if such messages overflow in the world,Inevitably the ground will become a place where conflict continues constantly.
Maybe,Jesus Christ knew beforehand that the traits of mankind are such,So then I wonder if he gave a big lie that lasted more than 2000 years.
When we thought like that,We can understand also the greatness of Jesus Christ conversely.

Both Marilyn Manson and Nietzsche seems to had been badly raised,Both of them should had the moment of thinking many times. "Is there not God anyway?"
However,Mysteriously both of them is not criticizing Jesus Christ himself.
Both of them are criticizing society, church, civilization at after Jesus.

Mr.Brian Warner who is Marilyn Manson's Vocal with sharp sensibility,
As like Nietzsche,In bad growth,
"The injured person have to finish his whole life while asking for concept of heaven? "
"On the TV, A sleazy religionist has appeared,and is making money by doing life consultation like show ! "
"Rock musics coming flowing from the radio also are only bands for selling! "
ROCK IS DEAD !
GOD IS DEAD !
GOD IN THE TV ?
Hallelujah · Mother Fucker ! ! !
As mentioned above,He was increasing anger and destructive impulses.
I think like that.
And,They made a sound of Marilyn Manson.
As a result,It gave shock even to the novelist's egg who live in Kitayama, Aoba-ku, Sendai-city, Miyagi prefecture, Japan, And it compelled me to write one essay.

Hmm…I thought this is genuine article.
Pure and keen sensibility uncovered social contradictions,It spouted out as expression. It is a very literary sound.

Destructibility of a band called Marilyn Manson started from very pure initial impulse actually.

Because both Marilyn Manson and Nietzsche are genuine Christian,
Both of them can not forgive current society, church, civilization….

Which is why,
Marilyn Manson VS Nietzsche is draw.

By the way,In today,
I understood somehow also that Marilyn Manson and "hide" were a friend.
He is hide of ZILCH.
Even if I wrote it in nowadays, It would can allowed.
It seems that hide had donated to a charity organization by secret to fans.
Although It may be a rumor as it is a story I heard from a friend.
(If I made a mistake, sorry)
But  "he was hiding it to the fans,because it is not cool."
I felt the dandyism of spirit to there.

No matter how destructive the expression is doing,
I feel like that very pure and vulnerable sensibility always exists in the root of the expresser.

- Marilyn Manson VS Nietzsche (Completed)-





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Marilyn Manson VS Nietzsche 1st round First released in 2003.6.X

All of sudden
"ROCK IS DEAD !
GOD IS DEAD !
GOD IN THE TV ?
Hallelujah · Mother Fucker ! ! ! "

Mr.Brian Warner who Marilyn Manson vocals of popular rock band group in America cried out as described above.
I was overwhelmed.

Due to I was recommended by rock lovers friend,
Because It is a good opportunity,
Although I listened to several Marilyn Manson's CD somehow……terrific.
How terrific it is.
terrific.
So where is great?
terrific.
So where and how great is it?
terrific. It is a such feeling.
Especially,The album "Anti-Christ-Superstar" is tremendous as its best.
120% destruction impulse anymore.
It runs swiftly together with Impulse-direct-connection and Furious-surf  and Roaring-specialty. It is such atmosphere.
It was music like will become A heinous mood while listening as even me of chicken was getting excited.

Probably,not only in the history of rock music,
From classical to old Japanese court music（so-called Gagaku）,
I guess there was not a such destructive music throughout the whole music history.
When I thought that such music did not exist on the earth once,
"GIVE ME A EARTH ! "
There was also such the cry of saying.
Send the earth to me!
I also want to say.
GIVE ME A EARTH !

Incidentally,It seems that the band name "Marilyn Manson" is that was united the name of both the former American sex symbol "Marilyn Monroe" and American theatrical type serial killer "Charles Manson".
Both are the symbol of the tragedy produced by American popular culture.
It is would a suitable-name for this band who is sometimes commented that It is extracting the darkness of America most.
"Marilyn Manson".

It seems that there were case which was blamed Marilyn Manson's album is cause of A murder incident that occurred in an American school.
Because even me of Japanese who am not able to listen lyrics well was excited this much,I feel like that be able to understand it too.
It may be dangerous music for susceptible teenager. There is poison.
First of all,Because they calls themselves Anti-Christ-Superstar in a Christian country, It's surprising.

So, I….
”GOD IS DEAD !　” or  "GOD IN THE TV ? "
Or "Hallelujah · Mother Fucker ! ! ! "
When I listened to the such cry,
I thought ah it is Nietzsche.
Nietzsche is a German thinkers or a philosopher who did a declaration of God's death in Europe at the end of the 19th century.

I thought it is like a Nietzsche,So
Because I had interest about Marilyn Manson,
I went out to Ichibancho's HMV casually,and I tried exploring Magazines related to Marilyn Manson.
There was.
A booklet named Marilyn Manson's words.
I surprised when I opened the page.

Marilyn Manson was reading Nietzsche!




・It will continue to Marilyn Manson VS Nietzsche 2nd round.
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Consideration about the giant's star and dandism of spirit. 2003.6.X first presented

"If I once convinced about it, I will go the way of ordeal.
It is the guts of a man.
A sign of the champion burning in red,
Until I grab the star of the giants,
Shed blood sweat. Don't wipe away its tears ......."

long ago,There was an animation "The giant's star".
I think that the theme song lyrics were like the above.

Blood sweat or guts or tears or ordeal…and so on.
Such keyword has been incorporated mixed well.
I think that there was something that appealed strongly to the passion of the Japanese who was trying hard.
Like "Catch up and overtake to the Europe and the United States from humiliation of defeat".

He runs the ground while tighten a tire on the waist,
And,He does rabbit jumping. As a result,he hurts his knee.
They aim to Koshien while do such an effort.
Ace pitcher hurts his shoulder while enduring continuous pitching in a extreme hot summer at the Koshien which participated finally…Eventually,The players who lost the game shed tears.
There seems to be many elderly people who the lacrimal glands will become loose anymore looking at the figure of such young people.
At recently,Although we have not seen such High school baseball players.

Japanese society has recovered miraculously from the defeat,
Nowadays when modernization has also ended.
This time,Globalization,Marketization,IT revolution… and so on.
Japanese society has been exposed to the transformation that can be called ultra modernization.

Ultra modernization,Post modern,Post-post modern,
Post-Post Post Modern,
Post-Post Post Post Modern .......
As society changes dramatically,
I feel like that we became not able to deal to change by the context of the former high-growth period.
For example,Like "Person who is striving is great" or "Person who is struggling is great".
The things that can not deal by efforts and guts, blood and sweat and tears alone has increased.

When we went to staffing agency for register a job,
Word, Excel, Access etc.There is a check of personal computer skills.
"How many characters can you hit in 10 minutes" or
"How many items can you enter in five minutes "
There is a test like described above.
Then,registration is completed.
"I'll do my best with all sincerity." or
"Enthusiasm or Loyalty"
Those does not meaning anything,clearly.
Conversely, "If you have such feelings,We will become in trouble.".
It seems that it is a actual circumstances.

Probably,in the future ultra modernization society,
It seems that process of thinking "How can I get the maximum result by the effort of least amount" will become important, not only efforts and guts.
And,We make an effort on after the process.
Such a cool person was hated in the Japanese society of the former high-growth period.

But if we think carefully,Everyone makes some effort and be struggling as long as we are alive.
Therefore,"I want to be supported by show off it to others,like Naniwabushi.".
I feel that Its posture is indecent somehow.

Although I have sheded blood, sweat and tears,degree that disgustingly,
I have a cool face in front of others.
Although I feel like that it is going to be courtesy of the future era,
How is that?

The giant's star and dandyism of sprit.

Love is to pay a monthly rent of 70,000 yen 2003.6.X first appearance

Love is to pay a monthly rent of 70,000 yen.

Mr. T who is wealthy designer certainly said so.

I was shocked.

I was in a certain drinking shop in Kokubun-cho.
At there, Although I became acquainted with designer Mr. T who has a concubine and wealthy, According to Mr. T, It seems that love for a woman is to pay a monthly rent of 70,000 yen.
Naively me who wanted to think while separating love and money if possible was shocked by that remark.

In the past, TV Drama's lines  "if you sympathize, give me money," were dialing a controversy. （Perhaps,its drama is "IENAKIKO".）
At that time,I also thought ”what the hell”.
However,why,somehow,by chance of what kind…
Due to I experienced the situation that my workplace was lost suddenly since I went to society,about four times, I’m became able to understand the meaning of that lines also,somehow.

Suddenly workplace is lost.
Although I think that perhaps a similar situation has occurred in overall Japan at current,
If became such a situation,the employer puts down words of sympathy in generally.
However,Even if no matter how warm words put,The fact that I will lose my living expenses from the next day will not change.
Because I'm a chicken,Although I leaved the company mostly after said  "thank you",
There would are also people who say sarcasm "If you pity me,give me money” .
In some people.
Naturally,both employers and employees are not very pleasant.

Love is to pay a monthly rent of 70,000 yen.
While drinking delicious warm potato shochu that Mama made,
Wealthy designer Mr. T who has a concubine said certainly like that.

Although it's mortifying,I thought that it may be true.

being honest or being serious or being kind…and so on.
Happy-era when man was able to defend a lovely person just by their humanity may have ended.

Important thing isn't money….
It would was common sense of old society of unemployment rate 1%.
"If man will doesn't bad thing,anyone can live a being average life."

Ah,that's kind of strange.
What the hell….
Love is to pay a monthly rent of 70,000 yen.

Traditional battle 2003.6.X first appearance

According to the article,In traditional battle which is soccer match between national team Japan and national team South Korea,It is said that the national team Japan was defeated by 0-1.

The traditional battle has changed from professional baseball Giants · Hanshin fight to national team soccer match of Japan and South Korea imperceptibly.

Although I think that when did it change,It seems that it has changed.
Recently,I am confused often due to consensus is not formed for such things in the between generations, regional.

The other day, Although I talked with a 50's person,That person has thought that young people who dyeing hair or are piercing are bad boys.
And,Talking became story of runaway group after he watched my appearance that wear leather pants and ride a motorcycle.

Because the mass media have to transmit information assuming the general public,
Although they would have to set up Japanese common sense at somewhere,
When wrote as a traditional battle,There are both people who imagine the Giants · Hanshin fight and some people imagine Japan and South Korea national team battle in soccer.
Further,When wrote countryside, There are both a person who imagines a dirty rustic place and a person who imagines place where water and air are tasty and people are warm.
Furthermore,When wrote as piercing on brown hair, There are both people who imagine a juvenile delinquent and people who imagine weak young people who care about fashionable things.
Like the above viewpoint will miss.
In a word, Although It can say that the viewpoint of diversification of values is missing,It will be an important problem even on writing novels.

Novel has to make remind "That story world exists"  for reader due to only words.
At such time,When wrote as the traditional battle,There are both people who imagine the game of Hanshin and the Giants and people who imagine the Japan / Korea national team battle on soccer.
In such situation,The expression will must be more strict.
In other words, We will can't use metaphors or simile which based on Japanese common sense.

For example, When wrote that three young people with piercing on brown hair were watching my direction, There are both people who imagine the bad threesome are provocationing and people who imagine that weak young threesome who care about fashionable things are watching my direction.
in such situation,We are not able to use that expression.

If writer has not a grasp that the inside the reader's head,Writer is not able to make a story world by only words.
Person with mental illness can not write story about mentally illness people.

Because the diversification of values ​​is progressing at a ghastly speed,
I think that Novel that all Japanese people can sympathize will doesn't come out anymore.
With it, the novel that I have written so far is getting older steadily.
Even if it is the work of only two or three years ago,Things that are imaged from words which are side-by-side had changed.

Traditional battle is whether a Giants / Hanshin fight or Japan / Korea national team game on soccer. It is quite important problem either for me and for society.

♂ ♀ raw · sex · sacred 2003.6.X first appearance

I wonder if it is due to menopause….
Unique Elegance spring up often over around 60 years old in both men and women.
Although some people are greasy forever ....

Even if we have feeling of somewhat disgusting to the middle-aged uncle and aunt,
When mankind entered old age,Unique elegance spring up.

I had effort to grasp human existence by three elements as raw, sex and sacred.

So then,Sex is missing among the three elements at after the menopause,Only raw and sacred will remain.
As a result,I thought that unique elegance would spring up.

A boys and girls in front of puberty who has only raw and sacred.
Babies who are having only raw and sacred,And further,Old people.
I feel like that they has not sin.
If we attacked people corresponding to them,We will are criticized socially.　

Probably,For mankind,I think that everyone is aware that sex is magma to produce various sins.Unconsciously.
There is also a word that a sinful woman.

It is unthinkable much case that "Babies" or "Boys and Girls before puberty" or "elderly people" do revolutionize.
When the baby boomer generation reached adulthood,
It seems that students movement had became actively around the world.
It is also able to interpret "sex magma had became tremendous at the time,It gushed out as power to transform society".
And,I think like that the relation between three elements that raw and sex and sacredness,had created religion.　
It seems that once,A Christian faction casted a doctrine "once we made a child,we will do castration".
We can see the context that trying to approach sacredness due to cut off sex that source of sin. Behind it.
It seems that the government that feared "Would be deprived vitality of society" suppressed that sect.
However,The side of the government that repressed also would knew "The vitality of society coming from sex" unconsciously.

Probably, I think that it was Russia.
Russia is a country where strange religion comes out.
Although there is Russian Orthodox Church close to state religion at least,
"Religionist who is hard to understand on modern common sense"
Heavy drinker and lustful man,monster-monk Las Putin came out,
At recently, Aleph (former Aum Shinrikyo) has increase believers, Also,
Produced world-class novelist Dostoevsky who thought about God's problem,
…and so on.
It seems to have religious soil.

Aside from that….
Perhaps, For mankind….
I think that it is certain that the sex part is the source that creates both social vitality and sin among the three elements that raw, sex, and sacred.
In Eros and Tanatos theory of a scholar named Freud,The instinct of sex and the instinct of death are said to be coherent. Is it wrong?
In other words, Sex produces war, fight and crime. Is it wrong?
Although Freud is criticismed sometimes "he is bounded by sex too much.",
I think that he is telling the truth in some way.
"Homosexuality is born in Koyasan of women-prohibition"
"A Christian pastor who is not allowed married runs to the boy love"
Examples such as described above,
According to Freud's theory, It can interpret ”Despite of they tried to reach sacred by cut off sex,they were not able to reach sacred and it gushed out in another form.”

Like a Las Putin of aforementioned,
Although there is also a religiousist who try to approach the sacred due to drinking or to drown to the sex,
Either way,I feel like that human beings has been manipulated in three elements "raw and sex and sacredness" by creator.

In my opinion,Surely,Both cutting off the sex and drowning to the sex are just a means to fly. Speaking of where to fly….
"Beyond the framework of raw by flying."
I think that approaching the sacred is a prototype of religion.
Ecstasy experience which reach the sacredness,
in other words,I guess that experience which prolapse from self should has pleasant feeling more than ordinary sexual intercourse.
Although It has became a dangerous talk,
Originally,The Religion is function that gives peacefulness to people due to sort out such mankind's dangerous aspect well. I think like that.
Something to save people who had been hurt in the world of raw and sex by setting the concept of sacred transcending human's raw.
"Fighting" and "Tangle of love" is overflowing in the world.
A Novelist Mrs.Harumi Setouchi who is said that was covering by carnal lust when she was young.
When we see the appearance that she became a nun and been worshiped as a nun,
We feel like seeing the original form of religion.
(Because I have not read Mrs.Setouchi's book so much, Although I can not affirm)

It seems that Aum Shinrikyo had caused a religious experience by drug also.
However,probably, Even trial and error in the approaching which the ecstasy experience （prolapse from self）by cutting off sex or drown to sex, Because I think that it has some value, I can not agree with so much an easy religious experience using drugs.
"Finally came experience that prolaps from self after be patient and endure."
I think it makes sense.

It is said that can cause a religious experience artificially by using LSD.
When I listen to an experienced person, It is a story that  "Although I feel like I became a genius at that time,When the effect of the medicine disappeared,that vision disappear."

Although talk became rambling today,
"raw,sex,sacred" and the climate of the land.
Handling well done the relationship between nature and humans,
And,The religion which was able to submit well became the world religion.
I feel like that.
For example,Christianity,Islam,Buddhism.
In such a thing,Although I have been paying attention to Shinto recently,
I wish I am able to write an amazing novel related to Shintoism.
In addition,I confirmed again that Mrs. Harumi Setouchi, the greatness of Sensei Jyakucho too. today.



- ♂ ♀  raw · sex ·sacred -



Las Putin - its virtual image and real image
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A Loose Boy 2003.6.X first appearance

A Loose fish.
Sloppy guy.

Such words come out at the beginning of Mishima Prize winning work "A loose Boy".
Author's Mr.Kazumi Saeki has graduated from Sendai First High School.
In short,A teacher is stamping "You are a sloppy guy" to the protagonist who will not take serious effort for entrance exam at a admission school.
This is a book that want High school students who is suffering by choice "go on to university or find employment" to read.

Mr.Saeki…No,When viewed him from my position,Sensei Saeki.
I have met him once.
However,I remember that I was not able to communicate well for extremely tense.
Because I'm a chicken.
He is a person with tremendously force.He is completely different from the photo.

A good university,a good company,a career course….
Although Such common sense before 1998 has became a thing of the past,
In retrospect, I think "what was the exam war" recently.
In the past,It seems that there were people who committing suicide due to fail at the exam of an aspiring University.
And,When I was a child,There was also uncle who boast saying that both of my sons entered the University of Tokyo.

Because I'm a chicken,I was not able to demonstrate my ability well every time of the test at both junior high and high school.
For that reason,The deviation value always was about 25.
I will write this for them who graduated from school before the deviation value education starts.
Approximately the deviation value 75 is Waseda,Keio class,The deviation value 25 means level which "You had better give up this year's exam". Or it may be lower.
I was wandering around the deviation value 25.
For that reason,I remember what the homeroom teacher said "You can not advance to University".
So then,I repeled it emotionally.
As a result,I studied hard and entered certain university in Sendai city.
However,in retrospect,Why I repeled it emotionally….
By only reason that can not advance to higher education,In other words,
By just only reason that the deviation value is low,I felt like that I was denied the whole personality.
For that reason,I think that I repeled it emotionally.

Every human being has various abilities.
For example,The picture is deft…He has physical fitness…Talking is good at…She has many friends…and so on.
In spite of there are such various value criteria,In admission school of some degree at that time,I think that everything was judged depend on the deviation value is high or not.
The teachers were talking only such story that how many students entered Waseda this year or how many students entered Hitotu-bashi.
Although It is unthinkable in currently,It had been said that it is unnecessary to have to do Art and Music not relate with the exam.
Boys who play guitar were called bad boy.
In such atmosphere,I think that there are horribly many people who have became unable to demonstrate their abilities due to fooled by the deviation value.
Speaking exaggerate,That is loss for Japan.
No, If we think about Japan's role in the international community,That is loss for the world.

I also had been brainwashed that people with high deviation values ​​have high abilities. For a while.
So then,I thought "My ability is around deviation value 25 anyway" And There was a time when I was getting smaller.
On the side of the society also,Because common sense ”persons who has a higher deviation value are able guys” was overflowing,People with a high deviation value had self-confidence proudly.
When we went out to the society,We will realize that Having confidence in myself is pretty important.
We will want to request a work to person who proudly with confidence even without contents than a person who doesn't have confidence.

For that reason,In Japanese society of the past,The deviation value of high school age had influenced while lifetime.It was entrance society.
It was a match until entering whether university and company.
After we entered once, "I am famous University graduate" or "I am a employee of famous company". Oh that is great. I think had became so.

Society of that kind has ended.
And further,It has became as ask rather than Belong-Company or Graduating-University.
"What can he does as an individual"
"What did he learn at University"
”What kind of work did you in the previous company”
As a result,
"I am a employee of famous company" or  "I am a famous university graduate"
I think that people who had established self identity like in that form has reached crisis of spirit.
I wonder if I was self-deprecation myself just by deviation value is low.
I am caught by strange feeling.

Since it began to see such a composition,
I has met people who Kyoto University Law School graduated or Meiji University graduate or Former Dai-ichi Kangyou Bank man or Former NTT man.
Naturally,Everyone is different as an individual.
Although Some people have great work abilities,Some people have no professional skills.
When I had talked them,I understood that they are pretty ordinary people.

After all,What on earth was the exam war.
At recently,Even in admission-school,It seems that students who a deviation value such as be able to enter in the University of Tokyo or Waseda are considering studying abroad.
And further,It seems that several students from the grade go to studying abroad actually.
I wondered if there is Hidetoshi Nakata effect. I thought that.
I had heard the story that he had high deviation value much as be able to enter the University of Tokyo.
But,at least,if young people studied abroad,I think would remained the experience of living in a foreign country and the language ability that can use.
Even if students enter a domestic university with no purpose due to sort out in order of deviation value by teacher,Only the title that currently no longer valid like "I am a certain university graduate"  would remain.
Therefore,I think there are not so good things.
It seems that there are also many students who burn out in the exam and become May-Sick.
Also,With a declining of birthrate,It is also said that the university's total-admission-era will come soon.
What on earth was the exam war.
If Japanese go out abroad and Even if he said toward Italians that I have a deviation value of 68,I feel like not mean anything.

So then,Although I'll return to "A Loose Boy" of Sensei Kazumi Saeki,
The protagonist who drop out from the exam war and had various social experiences became independent as an electrician.
And,He looks down graduation ceremony of the classmates who advance to University while repairing gymnasium lighting,tweets a word.
What he tweets is what ?
Although It is a enjoying at after reading the book,Even if we have read this book nowadays after the exam war has ended, We can get a lot of things.
I'm also able to assent that this book received the Yukio Mishima Prize.


-A Loose Boy-(Complete) -



A Loose Boy（Shincho Bunko）
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Cyber Revolution 2003.6.X First appearance

So,the agenda that how the IT revolution will change society's way of life from now on has arrived intense argument.
Amidst tumultuous intense argument….
Because I'm a chicken,I kept silent and was listening.
Summary of it below.

(1) Destroying middle management positions
IT revolution that compares with even the former industrial revolution.
In America,how to proceed work have changed big.
As a result,About 4 million intermediate managers seems to have became unnecessary.
Middle management positions that had played a role as a pipe between the site and the head office.
It became an unnecessary post due to all employees being able to share information by internal-mail and intranet.
It is conceivable that such movements will accelerate in Japan too.From now on.

(2) Deflation pressure
It seems that global deflation had occurred even in the once industrial revolution by steam engine and spinning machine.
Because the way of transporting by a horse until then changed to the steam locomotive,logistics costs dramatically lowered And Deflationary pressures have been applied.
In addition,people typified by horses lost their jobs,
"We will destroy such a machine"
A phenomenon called a laddite movement occurred.
It was machine-breakdown movement.
Even in the past industrial revolution,at the beginning,
Just by replaced things that had been doing until then to the a steam engine or machine.
It seems that didn't happened easily unexpected new industry like creating jobs.

In the IT revolution too,at currently,
Just only by substituted the role that magazines, newspapers, mini-communication-magazines had at before.
It seems that unexpected new industry have not came out.
Rather,When situation that sooner or later information will flow free on the internet came to coming,this is also deflationary pressure.
Rental video store,map shop,newspaper agency,music software company, movie software company ...... etc.
Many industries are under pressure to change the billing system..
It's still salvation what doesn't happen the laddite movement in the IT revolution.

(3) Changes in people's mentality,democratization of information
In the past industrial revolution,It is said that steam locomotive changed people's mentality and geographical concept of until then.
The steam locomotive made France one country,one culture.
Until then,Despite France has been politically unified,It seems that it was an aggregate of self-contained areas.

The development of technology and infrastructure change people's consciousness.
 If we get on the plane even once,Even if is said that "Angels lives above a cloud" or "There are Gods of lightning strike above the clouds",We will not be able to imagine it.

I think that a change is occurring gradually to people's consciousness in also the IT revolution.
I think like that authority of mass media are becoming weak gradually due to freedom of sending on the internet or the acquisition of borderless information by search engine.
Mass media was called the fourth power just next to judicial, legislative, administrative once.
If it was written that this person is the suspect,on TV or newspaper,Even if he is innocent,He became have to leave the company or relatives became has feeling ashamed. There were many such cases.
Such a composition has collapsed with the development of IT technology.
Even if he is suspected by the mass media,He can do refutation on the Internet,And,We can also do support movement.
And,Compared to the concept of TV viewing ratio,It is becoming to be able to measure people's interests on the form of the number of accesses on the Internet.
It is conceivable that democratization of information is taking place in that respect.

(4) Place-less,Invalidation of administrative guidance and market protection policy
In the once industrial revolution,A large city was formed due to made possible to bring people to work-place.
In the IT revolution,the contrary,It made possible to bring work to place where people are located.
If there are laptop computer and P.H.S.,We can do job regardless of whether at home,at a coffee shop or a travel destination.
And further,Yahoo auctions or Amazon marketplace are good examples,
If there are the personal computer and a line,business will be established towards the world regardless of the living place.
Once,a town's secondhand bookstore could done target only the neighbors.
If competing stores are not nearby,The bookstore also had been able to do price hike.
However,Things of that kind will be impossible due to open a second-hand bookstore on the Internet.
In the past,Location requirement which were important in any business are becoming less important.
If transactions on the Internet spreads to every sale and purchase not limited to books and CDs,The roles of administrative guidance and market protection that the Japanese government after the war had been held will invalidate.
Rather,it is may going to be disturbing.

Above is a summary of hot debate.
There are both negative aspects and positive aspects,
Actually,No one may knows how the IT revolution will change society's way of life in the future.
However,It is a tremendous change should also be called "cyber revolution".
I think that thinking and discussing is not a waste.

The spirit of the entrepreneur 2003.6.X First appearance

Fail ten times in the twenties！

"What is it! What? "
I was surprised.
"Rather than do success ten times in the twenties,Do failure ten times in the twenties."
What the hell….
If I experience unemployment four times in the twenties,and experience bankruptcy three times,and take a suicide attempt twice,and further experience self-insolvent once….
Is he saying that you should experience failure 10 times in total as described above….
Besides,failing ten times in the twenties means to fail once a year!
What hell….
I thought that an entrepreneur's speaking is different from school teachers indeed.

I came a certain drinking shop（its name Shin-Tera） at Shin-tera in Sendai station east exit.
I became acquainted with Mr. S, a entrepreneur,in that shop.
Then,He gave a sermon me suddenly.
"Fail ten times in the twenties."
Because I'm a chicken,I was not able to dispute.
And,I was just nodding Mr. S's sermon.

In modern times,what is failure….
In Japan before 1998,Speaking of unemployment,
It was a humiliating concept for salaried workers.
It was something like people are not able to tell to someone else a bit.
There was also a word called fired（so-called KUBI in Japanese）.
It is a word that like deny all his personality,in spite of the just only lost his job.
Job-hopper was dangerous person,and There was also expression that If you don't work for a long term in one place,your resume become dirty.
However,In recently,It began to be said that company's life span is thirty years etc.
As a result,It became obvious that the person who works there would lives longer more than the company.
Furthermore,When began to be whispered that the world where contract workers occupy 40% of society will be reality soon etc,Unemployment become a passing ritual that would occurs twice or three times in a lifetime.
Then,I feel like that unemployment was no longer thing that like people are not able to tell others at least.

Also,Once,Speaking of bankruptcy,It was equivalent to the death penalty for business owners.It was miserable thing that like lose wealth, trust, honor and become can not dealings even the bank.
When I was a child,If a business owner failed in his business,He had to get away from home with the whole family during night.

Until Just a little while ago,Japan was a society where risk avoidance type or a society where failure is unforgivable.
There was also a word that rail was laid by society.
"If you are boarding on the rail that was laid by society while listen carefully to what parents and teachers say,you will are stable for lifetime."
Children who grew up while receive such a education will have not venture spirit.
Although,The government cries out "Start venture company! young people! "by now.

Fail ten times in the twenties!
Mr. S, a entrepreneur who got acquainted at Shin-Tera certainly said so.
He also said that shed urine of blood.
Urine of blood…
Urine of blood…
I wonder if shed urine of blood!?
If I failed ten times in the the twenties while shedding hematuria,Would I am possible to be a entrepreneur like Mr. S.
I feel like that I don't want to become a entrepreneur by do act like a such extent.
I guess that starting up a venture company is kind of risky like that.
And,I also thought that must become a society which such people are respected.
And,to the society which the resurrection of losers is permitted.

Anyway,Safety is first,He will not fail,but he will not also succeed.
He is doing both work and play in moderation.And,He is going to Universal Studios Japan in Golden Week.
Perhaps,Should will end the era when such a person looks down people who are struggling while taking risks.

Fail ten times in the twenties while shedding hematuria......The spirit of the entrepreneur.

Sports that rules change in the middle of the game!? First released in 2003.6.X

Sports that rules change in the middle of the game.

I think that there are no such sports perhaps.
However,The bankers' heads mourn that way recently.
The other day, I wrote a essay.
Because I got angry due to public fund injection to a certain bank.
But,I reconsidered that should not only criticize unilaterally.
The thinking from the other's standpoint is the golden rule of mankind.

I wonder if rules of sports have changed how.
According to one book,It seems that Corporate accounting also stops the Japanese style and introduce international accounting standard in the economic activities to globalize.
Perhaps,This is what bank heads say that the rule changed in the middle of the game.
Is not it?
No,Probably,It is it.
Surely,It is this.Absolutely.

When the rule is changed from conventional Japanese accounting to international accounting standard,How bank management will become painful….

It seems difficult introduction of market value accounting standard.
Previously,Japanese banks had accounted lands or shares at the price of time of acquisition.
But,Suddenly,It became "account on the market price or the current price".
From the price of time of acquisition to the current market price.

If situation became such state,The assets of land that would have been soaring at the time of acquisition under the land-myth will diminish at a stroke by accounting.
And,Even if banks don't buy or sell shares actually,Banks will have to account a deficit in accounting at the time of stock price of TSE declined.

If it is changed to the such accounting standard suddenly in the current economic situation,There is only way that become deficit in accounting. 

I understood.So,The bankers' heads are mourning "the sport that rules will change in the middle of a game".

When we are playing a soccer match,We caught up to score of 3: 2 at the end of a tangled and entangled battle.
Despite,The referee suddenly sound a whistle in the latter half 25 minutes,and if he said that I will calculate one goal as three points from now on,Surely both the players and the director will get angry.
I can understand a little also the feelings of the bankers' heads.

However,I wonder if most people has such a feeling in the present Japan.
It was good thing to swear loyalty to the company in the past.
Despite,I think that there are horribly many people who worry due to was said suddenly that please don't depend on the company from now on.

Currently,both the world and Japan are in a big change.
According to Dr. Drucker（authority in world of business books）,It is anticipated that this change will continue for more than 10 years.
When I think whether this confusion continues until 2013,Mind becomes heavy.

~ I bought flowers in my neighborhood flower shop today.
Because important guest will come.
According to a clerk's story,There are many flowers that are imported from Taiwan and Singapore at recently.But,shelf life is not so good due to deteriorate during transport.
Then,I was surprised that wonder if Ikebana also is imported.
Apparently,Globalization seems to be a fact that can't stop.
I hope that banker's heads also will pass through this difficult situation.

・reference

Public fund injection 2003.5.X first appearance
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Consideration about boring joke 2003.5.Ｘ first appearance

so
gag,tale,comedy,humor,pun……
I wonder what is "A laugh" for human beings.

I thought like that.
So then,I immediately Investigated in the dictionary of Sanseido DaijiRin near hand.

Gag......Dialogue and Action that Inserted irrespective deployment of the story in order to make the audience laugh at movies, plays, etc.

Tale……Short story.Especially, lightly clever short story with satirical and twisted.Skit with wit and rich in satire.

Comedy......When the audience were nervous on a movie,A ridiculous scene is Inserted for relax tension.The scene or a person who plays that role.

Humor......Joke with elegant and witty like to make us smiling instinctively.

Pun......bad puns. boring joke.So-called "dajyare" in Japanese language.

In the variety program on TV,wedding ceremonies or funerary scenes are often chosen as a scene of tale.It is thought like that it is aim to the effect of the above tale and comedy.
In other words,After set up a tense scene that viewers will can share, Performers do ridiculous play for make us laugh in that situation.
I think like that tale and comedy can generate fun for the first time with sharing of implicit rules that social contraindications.For example,We usually don't do such things in such a place scene…etc.
Recently,Such social contraindications or conventional common sense and tacit rules of Japanese society are collapsing.
Therefore,If mass media try to make general public laugh,It become like a lie or become state of "What is fun" in a lot of opportunities.
In some cases,I feel pitiful a person who has been laughed.
The collapse of the 1940 system or The impact of the end of Total Middle Class Society are seen here too.And,The ordinary Japanese statue disappeared.
Therefore,I think that became very difficult to establish tale or comedy that everyone can laugh.
In society that various elements are different（For example, individual way of thinking,hobby of each person,feeling for thing）, Everyone can not laugh at the same subject.

But,I think that it is probably a progress.
It may be pleasant for everyone laugh on the same subject.
However,Perhaps,It seems that self-esteem of the subject would was hurt by laugh.

Perhaps,Young people may not know.
In the TV program so-called "ORETACHI-HYOUKINZOKU"
（It was released on DVD revival version at recently）
I feel like that everyone were laughing.
When I was a child,If I not watched "HYOUKINZOKU",
I could not enter a conversation with my friends.
There was also a way of saying ghost program.
（So-called OBAKE-BANGUMI in Japanese ）
It is TV program that be broadcast a long period like most the Japanese are watching.
A good old era wrapped in such a sweet sentiment.
I feel like that it will not come back.

It is often said that Humor of European politicians are sophisticated.
However,I feel like that sad thing that has been refined in the history of war in Europe.
Crisis always may happens,If we make a little mistake we become a war each other.
In such tension status,Politician dodge crisis by nifty word.
Probably,Their technique of way of saying was being polished in such situation.

Prime Minister Keizo Obuchi said that I am Optimist's Obuchi,on a international conference.
As a result,It seems he bought a cold lol once.
Unfortunately,Even if It is a warm pun or boring joke（so-called dajyare in Japanese）domestically, Probably, It may was not accepted as a sense of humor in the international community.

I feel like that puns（so-called dajyare）will disappear from Japanese society.
A warm total midstream society that was ridiculed as the only successful socialist nation is over,And personal thought,way of feeling etc. is different,When society that we always should care about communication came,Surely,pun（so-called dajyare）would not communicate.

I also will stop to say puns from now on.

This is real ...（KOREGAHONTONO….The way of saying of dajyare in Jpanese）

My chair · My boom 2003.5.X first appearance

We should not discuss with collectively about the people.
For example,Like "the people of the baby-boomer generation".
However,As a whole,
The people of the baby-boomer generation say like as below.
"Because this coat is a coat of 50,000 yen, It's a nice coat."
"Because this suit is 100,000 yen,it's a nice suit."
"These shoes are good shoes,Because these shoes are 30,000 yen shoes."
Or,show off one goods of brag.
And,"How much price,do you think." They ask so.
l feel like that consumption behavior like described above has became a thing of the past.

Because I am a motorcycle rider,
Provisionally,I think about motorcycle industry a bit.
Then,To remodel by own way.
I feel that the way of selling like mentioned above has increased.
I often see woman who ride Honda's Super Cub that remodeled like cute.
However,Speaking of Honda's Super Cub,
Once,Good fuel economy and sturdy,
It was a motorcycle for delivery of sushi or ramen.
Because Honda will sell it to young womans,
Honda's sensibility is amazing.
Occasionally,I also see womans who ride vespa with mods fashion.
I have heard that there is a shop for vespa remodering around Itsutsubashi.
Surely,Such womans will not ask questions like that "Do you think how much price this motorbike". I think like that.
It seems that they will ask questions like "This sheet is cute, right? " or "I made the lamp small this time,how is it”.

In consumption behavior,It has gradually become like that the price is no longer the standard of value judgment.

It's important thing that "sense or feelings" or "whether it suit me".
Therefore,I don't need those regardless whether a hundred thousand yen coat or 3 million yen a motorcycle unless those suit my needs.
I think that it's getting as mentioned above.
I feel like that it is progress.
When Japan society was in the bubble economy,If the major fashion apparel company induce that this year's fashion color is blue,It seems that the town got dyed blue color.
Because I disliked phenomenon of that kind,
I am thinking that it is a preferable change for me.

So,While talking with a friend the other day,
Became a topic of chairs that are in popular fashion recently.
Topic of "Why chairs". It became a hot fistfight discussion as usual.
Because I am weak to fistfight,
While caring swollen cheek after received the fist of friendship,
I thought as shown below.
It's not such a high price chair ......
It seems to be choosing by design or atmosphere ......
Is that also a flow of "my boom" oriented direction? .

I am sitting on a beautiful wooden grain seat-chair,
And put on a cushion of beige,
I am writing this manuscript.


My chair · My boom

The Day when it seems that all the friends are great rather than me. 2003.5.X first presented

I bought some flowers and took pleasure with my wife.

Hence,
I bought some flowers.
What are significance of flowers…for human being.
It’s said that it seems Neanderthals also had a habit that dedicate flowers to the dead.
I wonder why humans like flowers so much.
Especially,women really like flowers.
It is often said like that "No woman who not become happy for receive flowers".
Although,In recently "it is gender discrimination" It may be condemned by saying so.
Not taste….ooh ah ah… .

There is a broad universe,
There are numerous stars in the cosmos,
One of them is the Earth where humans live,
There were flowers there.
And,Mankind thought that flowers are beautiful.
It seems that there are something of mankind universal there.
I feel like that.

The ground is covered over with asphalt,
The sky is cut into a square due to built a lot of skyscraper,
The night-sky covered with smog has lost the brightness of the stars.
It is the place to arrive by modernization,We aimed for to be society of like that.
Therefore,I think that the result can not be changed.
I also was thinking like that active myself in such modern cities is stylish.
And,I came to live while look down rustic countryside.

Although modern rationalism is certainly efficient,
I feel that various things are lost from society.
The myth of the star has lost due to the development of astronomy.
And,Development of DNA research seems to momentum that will become lost even the story of reincarnation.
Once Soseki Natsume wrote.

"If I am biased towards knowledge,Human relations get bad."
"If I am shed by emotion,I will be swallowed by others."

This is the ultimate word that seems to be torn humanity In Between Modern Rationalism and Lost Great Something.

Flowers seem to remind us the lost Great Something.

Contemporary people who tend to become violent with extreme stress.
However,it seems that human beings' original shape is not like such thing.

The Day when it seems that all the friends are great rather than me.
I bought some flowers and took pleasure with my wife.
                       
                                                                               　  Takuboku Ishikawa

                                 

Public fund injection 2003.5.X first appearance

Public funds were put in.
Public funds were put in.
Finally, public funds were put in.

The other day,Public funds were put into a certain bank that one of my major transaction banks.

Public funds will inject.
What it mean….
Is it such a meaning that compensate the deficit of one bank by taxes that I'm also paying considerably.
Ooh ah ah…Is there such a thing.
I caught in feeling of anger.
I decided to go out for complain to a certain bank.
I wore a helmet tentatively.
Because I don't have a speaker or propaganda vehicle.
I rode the Villago XV 250 that favorite motorcycle.
And,I do spark the accelerator.
”Vroom,Vroom…Vroom,Vroom………”
Drag pipe muffler is making a sound of anger.
In the wind of May with scent of green leaves,
I ran toward a certain bank by a motorcycle.
”Vroom…Vroom…”
I crossed the Koutoudai Park and entered Hirose Street.
Aoba-avenue is a traffic jam.
I went straight through Hirose Street and passed through Nishikoen.
While I'm waiting for the signal,I looked up the sky.
I thought that the weather is fine very well.
In other words,It's a sunny day on May.
I continued run straight ahead.as a result,I entered into the West Road.
Because I was starting gradually to feel comfortable riding.
The West Road is vacant surprisingly notwithstanding this time zone.
My favorite motorcycle Vilago has sounded a comfortable sound.
”Vroom,Vroom…Vroom,Vroom………”
I continue that state,I went to the Touring toward Izumigatake.




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Sports that rules change in the middle of the game!? First released in 2003.6.X
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A pathetic woman who is bullied from a bad man and being taken the money only 2003.5.X first appearance

One corner of Kimachi-avenue,Aoba-ku,My secret tavern.
In a slanted wooden building reminiscent to the early Showa era.
Signboard cloth is on sunburn.
I wonder if literary persons of old reckless faction Ingested Hilopon really in like this a place.

What is 3S…..Is it bust-waist-hip measurements meaning of…
I asked so.
Then,Master of the tavern Mr. T  got angry to me.
It seems that 3S is not about "three sizes".

What Master of the tavern Mr. T said….
It is that admiral MacArthur adopted once "3S" policy for govern Postwar Japan.
"3S (sex, sports, screen)
If we promote it,surely the Japanese will become weak.
as a result,the Japanese will not become rebel."
At the time,the leaders of the resident forces seems to have thought like that.

As of 2003,
3S policy has been splendidly fruit.
I think like that.
As the more American people are surprised,the more sexual industry is flourishing in japan.
And,adultery and divorce are increasing rapidly.
People are sublimating libido by sports.
And further,we do care about movies and music entertainment.
But,we do not think deeply….
Ｗhen wrote as mentioned above…noticed.
It apply to me as well really .
Ooh ! ah ah! I am also felling down into the trap of admiral MacArthur.
Master of the tavern Mr. T laughed a little at that moment.
     
America, in other words American government is really cunning.
I thought like that.

like a lot of people have written recently,
The policy of the US government is not toward two or three years ahead.
It seems that strategy for eliminate distress of thirty years ahead or fifty years away is drawn.

Even recently,
There was also a story that the US government gathered Japanese researchers for investigate. "Are there signs of radical nationalism revival in Japan"

I began to understand somehow.
US-Japan relationship of 50 years after the war was Japanese unilateral love.
Japan was a pathetic woman who is bullied from a bad man and being taken the money only.

In a slanted wooden building reminiscent of the early Showa era.
Master of the tavern Mr. T is boiling well Oden irrelevant to a season.
While gently smile….

Mueseri 2003.5.X first appearance

"God may exists…"

One corner of Aoba street,my secret coffee shop.
Mrs Yko over the counter answered so.
While cooking Swiss cuisine Mueseri (yogurt with nuts).
Incidentally,Mueseri is said Princess Diana's favorite food.

I shaked the talk smoothly while be satisfied with stylish myself who ordered Mueseri.
"SARS is scary.Isn't it?"

"God may exists…"
Mrs Yko replied so.
I thought that woman who match well such a phrase is a lovely woman.
Mrs Yko is beautiful hands owner.
It seems that to be said well that  "can become Hands celebrities".

"God may exists…"
There is a sense of odd reality in the words that saying of Yko.
I thought like that.

From 9.11 terrorism, war was continued.Afghanistanm and Iraq….
People who are called the US government's "Neo conservatives" seems to be thinking about Next target.
Next is Syria, North Korea,…etc.That is dangerously thing.
SARS came out at this timing.
I thought that perhaps we may touched the anger of the creator.
There is also a story that the plague was prevalent during the First World War.

"God may exists…"
I could do only nodding.
Because I'm a chicken,And further,due to also the effect of Yko's beautiful hands.
But,I wonder if there is God… .
The function of the human brain linking SARS and war to the will of the creator exist.
Just only.isn't it?
Does Intellectual disabled person have opportunity to think about God.
It is also one of my novel's themes.
Accordingly,I'll stop it around here.
but,really SARS is scary.
There was friend who said that "I'm worrying that my acquaintance is working at Taiwan branch office."

Mrs Yko brought me Mueseri with her beautiful hands.

I give thanks to God and eat Mueseri.

Okinawa thinking 2003.5.X first presented

Main land people say so,
But,actually,It's not like that!
I was scolded suddenly from the taxi driver.

Goya Champlle, Awamori, Templu
Shisa, seeker sir juice ... ...The blue ocean, Okinawa!
I was completely in the mood for sightseeing.
But suddenly I was pulled back to reality.
Yes, I came to Okinawa for the interview for the novel.

Mr. Ryu Murakami wrote that children who are listening roar of phantom every day in the town of the base knows who is strong.
Really,when we came to Okinawa, we realize the meaning of that word.

Radio programs broadcast in English.
Shops who sell Army fashions by US military wholesale.
Second-hand car dealer with dollar indication

Yes, the strong man is America,And Japan itself has been became the base of the United States.
BTW,the proportion of land occupied by the base in Okinawa is 18%.

When i said that I am writing a novel,The taxi driver became redundant more and more.And he talked swiftly as below.
"The people in the Mainland says a various things about the Military base return problem.However,It is not problem like lend or borrowed.
In the confusion of war,The US military took the best place in Okinawa forcibly.
And they built a Military base.Inland people don't understand it.
Only Mr. Tetsuya  Chikushi is understanding it.”

I thought.Why Tetsuya Chikushi suddenly.
Tetsuya Chikushi famous for news 23,
It seems that he was working in Okinawa bureau of the Asahi Shimbun once.
Therefore,driver's way of say included respectful nuances,a little.

I have almost not watched Mr.Tsukushi's news 23.
And,i'm also a topic person who inland person.
And further,i'm a chicken.
Therefore,I could not refute it and I was only listening silently.

Several times in Okinawa, I heard the word so-called Naichi.
（"Naichi" means inland）
I thought that they are thinking while dividing the mainland and Okinawa as an identity.

Okinawa Rock, Okinawa cuisine
Okinawa Actors School,Okinawa slot（so-called Oki-slo） ...etc.
Okinawa that seems to be shining at something.
But,When we look at their foot,The unemployment rate is the worst in Japan.
I felt that there was some sorrow at the root.

When I was scolded by the taxi driver, I remembered that I came to Okinawa for interview for novel.
I asked the taxi driver questions about shamanism "Utah and Noro" with courage.
（Utah and Noro are shamanisms which still remain in Okinawa.It was the subject of this interview）

Driver became redundant increasingly,
And He talked about Utah and Noro.

One Step of MUKADE 2003.5.X first presented

Upstairs of sock store close to Forus
I went to the gallery MUKADEYA.
Purpose was "Kiyotaka Shishido photo exhibition - Cambodia -".

In turmoil during the war in Cambodia
A barber who opens store outdoors
Even while the clothes themselves are missing, the fashionable Date-men
A mother with a baby full of maternity
Children are showing innocent smiles towards the camera
In a crowd, soldiers who organize traffic
Girls are walking in the forest while holding hand in hand
A man who lost his leg are walking by prosthetic foot ... ...

In a nutshell, even in the confusion
Human life force was overflowing.

Father seems to be a father
Mother is like mother
Boys seem to be boys
Girls look like girls
There was also a caption as described above.

She explained it while watching the photos together.
The wife who organized the gallery MUKADEYA (a very elegant woman).
She mourned that when we were children Japan was like this.
The land became a burn mark in the war, a resident forces came.
Everybody was wearing a ragged clothes, and there were also injured return soldiers
But the children were full of life force.
Now Japan has became so rich in terms of goods thing
Even if so,Children are state of sickly......
At the end,talk became topic of "HADASHINOGEN".
（Incidentally,HADASHINOGEN is the most famous anti-war manga in Japan.）

I thought that what are war and human.
A friend said.
"if a Martians attack to us,Surely,the sense of crisis will spread throughout the all of Earth.As a result,Human beings will stop fighting each other.And further,the world citizen will be formed."
As usual,because I am a chicken,I could not refute it.
Aside from that,
I thought that it is the same composition as below.
Americans who were disjointed until then had a sense of unity suddenly by 9.11 terror.And they raised the flag of Stars and Stripes.
As Japan head towards the Pacific War,They Shouted "USA and UK of devil" with feel a sense of unity.

In other words, human beings are ….
If a common enemy does not appear mankind may can't have a sense of unity.
What are humans?
What is war?
I became want to read Tolstoy.

It is wonderful thing that there is such an art gallery in the Ichibancho.
Sendai Banzai!

One Step of MUKADE
Kiyotaka Shishido photo exhibition 5/23 ~ 5/28  the art gallery MUKADEYA

es muss sein voice of fate 2003.5.X first appearance

Bororo tribe also has  discrimination.

I was shocked.
It seems that Bororo tribe also has "discrimination by place of birth".
And discrimination between wealthy and poor,discrimination between rough and refinement…and so on.
In other words,
"I'm a genuine Edo child""Place of birth is rustic village"”Are you Koreans resident in Japan”"His fashion is not cool"”A fashionable person”"I born rich""We do not have money, so my son can not enter a university" …and so on.
It seems that there is things like the above also in the Bororo tribe.

Native people Bororo tribe who lived in the middle Brazil plateau between The Araguaya River and the San Francisco River.
Their story comes out in the ”sad tropical” of Levi-Stoles.
According to Levi-Stoles's observation.
Native people Bororo tribe.
It seems that they distinguish by born in Either on the east side or the west side of the village.To each other,as person of upstream of the river,as a downstream person.
There is Good or bad a pedigree of ancestral family-clan too.
Further,They are divided into red family and black family.
And further,they are divided into three hierarchies of upper, middle and lower.
And
"The upper class can marry only with higher class"
"Middle class can marry only with middle class"
"The lower class can marry only with the lower class"
It is said as mentioned above.
This is evident lineage discrimination.
I thought that someone must to do protest against the Bororo tribe.

I wonder if there is a story of Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet in the Bororo tribe.
Young men and women who were born to the hostile upper class black family and red family.They fallen in love.
"ooh Romeo,why are you Romeo.Romeo's…ooh ah ah"
When think as mentioned above,
Shakespeare 's Romeo and Juliet is a great work that has reached a universal value.I understood it again.

Aside from that,
Also in the Bororo tribe,
It seems that living standard are also different.
by the cause that skill in hunting and capturing fish,
or by the cause that luck, or Because of diligence or laziness.

Levi-Strauss confirmed it by look at the Bororo's household goods in the hut.

"One clan is luxurious, one clan is miserable"
It was also in the Bororo tribe who lived in the middle Brazil plateau between The Araguaya River and the San Francisco River.

I  maybe was wrong.I thought like that.
I had thought that there was paradise somewhere on this earth long time ago.
There is no discrimination of all kinds and everything is equal for everyone
And further, nobody would be hurted……I had thought that there was such a world.
But,I thought that it might be a mistake while listen to story of the Bororo tribe.
Utopia dreamed by the Communist Revolution was frustrated once.
Like that, there may be no paradise appearing on the earth.
Bororo tribe also has discrimination.

In the first place,People can recognize themselves by others.
Humans recognize themselves while comparing with others by distinction,discrimination,difference…and so on.

（Note.”difference”….Relationship between lords and serf in feudal period is not the difference.lords is a presence at above the clouds.
Despite the fact that the two should be equal,That feeling that appears between two citizens who Ride in the Corolla and Mercedes-Benz respectively.）
Even in the modern society where the equality of citizens is the precondition,
everyone exist in a difference.
Within that condition,be hurt,sometimes triumph,sometimes to feel down,sometimes feel happy…personality is will going to be made.
In circumstance of all no distinction discrimination and difference,
Humans can not establish their own identity and will go crazy.
And the difference creates desire.
If my friend has Mercedes,
I also will want Mercedes.
And the market society will continue to drive.

People would think like "trying to great success" in among the differences.
Vitality is born there sometimes.
A tall person, A person with a low height
Beautiful girl,Ugly girl
Good physique child,Overweight child
Handsome man,Ugly man
Beautiful hair,Bald head
Rich people, Poor people
Sophisticated urban residents,Rustic people in countryside
High educational background,low educational background

Such a difference creates desire.
And,energy is born and society moves.

Namely,
like utopia"society that everyone self-actualized besides free and equally" is not exist.
Even if exist,there is only peace like the graveyard,there is nothing interesting things anything.
First of all,Be inconvenient is a prerequisite for the freedom.
Equality is premise on inequality.
Self-realization presupposes slavery status.

"When in the fight seeking freedom, I felt the most freedom feeeling."
I think that was Sartre who said like that.

A great teacher Sartre who declined the Nobel Prize for literature.
Like he realized it too,
Fight seeking for freedom.After that,If freedom is realized human beings become empty feeling.

The difference continues to reproduce as long as there are human beings.
In each era,
Person in the extremely poor situation may be should complain to the Creator.

Bororo tribe also has discrimination.
This fact points to there is always discrimination as long as exist formed society by humans in past, present and future.

On the surface, Modern society are dressing up "society without discrimination" by prohibition words…etc.
As a result,Even if Outright discrimination had disappeared,The difference being pressed against everyone living in modern times.

TV advertisement…
"Do not baldhead"
"Do not fat"
"Must be beautiful girl"
"Should do like this these days"
"Should do this these days"
…and so on.
As described above,
Difference being pressed against many people.

And,Generate desire based on inferiority complex for take money
Children who were not growing ability for criticize begin discriminating against bald head and obese child, at school.
Girls who can not feel confident for herselves fall into bulimia or anorexia.
Everybody be swayed by differences and has been strained atmosphere.

Prohibition words is also strange.
"under" and "upper" are making a pair.
"beauty" and "ugliness" are making a pair.
All linguistic expressions are made up by relativization of concept.
Otherwise we can not express anything.
When wrote "beautiful woman", ugly woman occurred.
So,ugly woman is hurt.
When I wrote "a tall man",low stature man occurred.
So,low stature man is hurt.
It become such a situation once,
Probably we can not write anything.
If we try to increase prohibition words extremely,
Surely,
There is only way that silence and commit suicide for everyone.

First of all,we are hurting someone only alive.
When I gets a job,I am probably hurting unemployed somewhere.
If I got married, people who could not get married are scratched in somewhere.

However,I seem to repeat it,
Bororo tribe also has discrimination.
Discrimination is a Karma of humankind.
When I thought so,
I was caught in a complex emotion that mixed in acceptance and consolation and peacefulness and a little hope.
It was close to courage.
Discrimination exist anywhere in past, present and future.
Even so,affirm the human being.
affirm the human race.
To affirm the life.
If be Beethoven,
surelly,he will say like that about this emotion
es muss sein!  Voice of fate!




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